Choices You Make, Make or Break You

I am sorry for the lack of posts for a couple of days, it might even have been a week, although it seems like a month. I have been battling with a huge weight on my shoulder that has me lacking vitality. What has got me so upset is A CHOICE of what I want to do with my life. I know you don’t know much about me, but I am a brooder. I think about things to the extreme and this has gotten me flying midair overboard from a huge cruise ship. I feel like people are pulling me in all different directions, though not negative directions, they are still pulling and it is causing me to feel lost about what to do. My emotions are messed up, my actions are messed up, my personality is messed up (well that isn’t really a big change, lol) and it is all weighing in on a little decision.  It could change my life in a huge way, a change that could be possibly better or extremely worse. I just feel like I am breaking down. Life is hard. 

Evidently  I have a lot on my mind. 

So Until tomorrow, when hopefully I will have a more positive outlook on life, 

Love Elisabeth Adele